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Victim-Abuser Consciousness (Anti-Life to Egoism) - Realm of the Ego


In the lowest levels of consciousness, the human mind is dense and filled with repressed and hidden negativity. People at these levels are close-minded, rigid in their belief systems, and quite abusive to others in their actions or speech. However, people at a higher level of consciousness can also experience some of these negative feelings due to trauma, a lot of negative influences, or social conditioning. In such cases, it is just temporary, as they know that something is not right, and they are not supposed to feel so bad. 

Victim/Abuser Ego 


These low consciousness levels range from Anti-Life to Egoism. They are a ‘survival mode existence’, where everything is perceived as a struggle, and those who ‘give up’ are dragged down in the whirlpool of self-destructiveness

Perceived weakness is singled out and preyed upon, either mentally or physically, or both. Herd or gang mentality is typical, and the lack of compassion and mercy at these levels, even in young children, can be shocking.

People in this consciousness range would identify mainly as either ‘victim’ or ‘abuser’, which, in reality, are two sides of the same coin. A victim’s ego projects most of their repressed negativity onto their own self, while the abuser’s ego projects this repressed negativity onto others, like perceived enemies and the world and society in general. In between are a myriad of combinations of these two extremes.​ 

The Native Inhabitants of LOC Anti-Life to Egoism


People native to sub-LOC Positivity levels are typically born into environments and families that match their low birth level. This can be anything from war zones to extreme poverty and abusive environments in the lower half, to gang territory and rough neighborhoods in the middle.

People native to sub-LOC Positivity levels would usually spend their entire life below this level, and they would not be inclined to evolve much. Meanwhile, people native to LOC Anti-Life to Egoism are typically dominated by one or several chronic negative emotions, like depression, anxiety, or anger. 

Anything below LOC Positivity is energy-draining, lacks integrity, and is destructive and essentially harmful in influence.

People in higher levels who are temporarily experiencing the lower levels would usually have a more conscious and reflective relationship with their problems. Conversely, people born at these levels do not even know that they have problems. 

Lost and Trapped Souls from Higher Levels


Most people who eventually find themselves interested in personal development and spirituality are typically born at the higher levels of consciousness of LOC Inner Will or Allowance, the levels at which spiritual curiosity emerges. 

However, consciousness tends to drop throughout life as a person gradually absorbs negativity and programming from parents, peers, school, society, and mass consciousness. During the teen years, it may even drop below LOC Positivity. However, individuals would not experience these lower emotions the same way as those born at these levels.

People originating from higher levels might have a knowingness and remembrance deep inside that something is ‘not right’, and that they do not really ‘belong there’. They may typically feel a deep calling as young adults to regain what has been lost, to de-programme themselves and heal. 

They would often find themselves victimized in the field of lower consciousness as the natural compassion of those born at higher LOCs is taken for weakness in sub-LOC Positivity. Therefore, they would usually search for a way to reach the lighter LOCs from where they came. 

Many evolved souls choose to have experiences in the lower realm of consciousness to gain strength. In fact, the ability to do so is a sign of inner potential. By stretching the rubber band as far into negativity as they can handle, individuals can be catapulted into higher levels at a much faster rate than would be possible otherwise.  


Sub Positivity levels are basically the experience of “hell on earth” in many different layers and forms. Mankind as a mass consciousness has been below the critical LOC Positivity level for all known history until the late 1980’s when the mass consciousness breached this most critical level coinciding with the end of the “cold war”, as nuclear self-destruction was no longer an impending ever-present threat to our collective existence and therefore there was an appearance of the search of a higher and more constructive way of coexistence.

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